The last few months have been difficult for me. Trying to figure out what to do after my trucking career is over. I picked up a new hobby, sewing, but will it make enough money for me to make a decent living? My concentration is off, so going back to school may not work right now. In this industry, if you do not work, you don’t get paid! I am on the down side of this and going back out on the road makes me….scream! Can’t bite the bullet on this one!
As time passes, traffic is getting worse. When I first came into the industry, I would pass cars and the people would hold a thumbs up, waving, and smiling. Now, you are given the finger, cutting you off and sometimes passing you in your lane (riding in the same lane). I must admit, I have gotten to be as bad as they are and thats why I need to get out of the truck!
This used to be a great job. Travelling everywhere, even though you are working. I miss the comraderie of my fellow drivers, the way we would head out to make a delivery or pick up and return to the yard at the same time. The noise we would make on the cb radio, which we had our own channel, talking over each other. We all would stop at the same place and eat, joke around for a few, trying not to get back too early. Those were the best times! Now, everyone is doing their own thing at different companies.
If I could do this all over again, would I change anything, the answer is ‘Yes’. I would finish the books I started before my mind has gotten to this point. I have tried many times to get back to them, but can’t focus enough to write one chapter.
Driving has always been my first love. The freedom of being out on the road and seeing things that I wouldn’t have normally gotten to see, is the best part of trucking. If you were lucky enough to be able to stop and look around, it could have been a mini vacation, especially when you had to do a 34-48 hour reset. You could do a little site seeing or gamble at a casino.
But, I am done with trucking, mentally and physically. Any suggestions as to what to do now, will be greatly appreciated.